Looking back + easing into the comfort of accomplishment

I am a worker bee. I am perfectly happy buzzing about behind-the-scenes to get the work done - I’ll write the letters and create the contact lists for associations and groups to use to advocate on their behalf. I’ll sit for hours reading administrative code and rules to understand where gaps in services for foster care exist and develop an organization to meet their needs. And because I’m perfectly happy with being head-down, I have a tendency not to look up and celebrate growth. When I’m recognized for my accomplishments, it truly catches me off guard.  In 2017, my alma mater recognized me as a Distinguished Young Alumni. In 2018 the National Achievement of Women honored me with their Profiles of Prominence Award in Civic Engagement. And this year, the Austin Child Guidance Center nominated me for the Community Activist Award. My first reaction to any recognition is to think “who is being overlooked?” because it is never just one person responsible for a successful campaign or organization. I’ve been hearing  the phrase “servant leader” a lot lately and what resonates with me is the act of stepping back, humbly, and letting the situation and the expertise of others lead. I’m learning though, that servant leadership also has room for acknowledgement and recognition.